Tuesday, June 25, 2013

A Walk Through My Garden...

        Para ti, pour vous, für dich, and for you, I write this...
Come. Welcome to my garden. 

  Gently push the white gates, walk through the archway and immediately to your left is my strawberry patch. I see some ripe ones--help yourself, they’re for the taking. Peter fertilized them well this year--neighbour Bill, says, "fentilize," who knows, maybe that's how you say it in Dutch...? Ha! 
This is the path that Peter put down so Bill's wife Rita and I can tiptoe across to each others home for a game and a cup of coffee.
Now follow the path that leads past two young apple trees. But all you will see is just a couple of apples. How sad is that! According to Brian Minter, we didn’t have enough honey bees this spring; I should have used one of my “dormant” paint brushes to pollinate the flowers. I tried that method with the peach tree a couple of years ago, when I noticed that there weren’t any bees around. And it worked! We had a good crop that fall. 

                                  My gardener...Ha, ha.
...and my window washer--that's what he's doing right now.
Beyond the posies: Celosia Caracas (deep Pink), Argyranthemum (lighter pink) and the yellow ones...? lost the tag, and against the wooden fence six blueberry bushes are growing. Come July they will be ready for picking. What has put a smile on my face is when Caleb (grand-son, 8.5 yrs.) has picked some to add to his cereal bowl. They will be there for him again this year when they come to visit. 
I think this photograph was taken at the corner of Portage and Main (downtown windy Winnipeg). 
  Yes, these are our wonderful grandkids--Zachary (11) and Caleb (8.5). Zachary did his grade two piano exam on Monday, June 24. Way to go Zach!

To the right is our larger pond. We had some gold fish swimming around at one point. Then, one day, while we were gone for the day, Helga Pankonin, brought some more from Butch and Renata’s large pond. What a pleasant surprise awaited us the next morning! Sooo many fish! At least twenty-nine now...! But, alas, one by one, they too disappeared. Raccoons became our regular nocturnal visitors. They would come late at night or early in the morning until all the fish were gone. So sad...But a pond covered in screen does not agree with me... 

...This spring we saw a family of six raccoons trying to catch something that wasn’t there--the parents must have remembered the “something” from their past. 

Last week we saw one huge one making it’s way around the inside of the pond. 



The time was 5:30 in the afternoon and he didn’t seem to care that we were observing him from the music room window. He must have been very hungry...



"No luck, old boy...!" And so he meandered away.  


On the right side are growing the Zapallito plants that my brother, Juan and wife Marta, sent me in the spring. It's a green squash almost like a zucchini but round and VERY delicious! Stuff them, bake them, and oh so good! 

 The peach tree is growing beside our covered deck protected by the overhang. In the Fraser Valley we have to keep our tree sheltered from the rain--the leaves and peaches don’t like getting wet.

 She always needs "fixin'" after the coons have come for a visit.
 The “Ina” water fountain statue--she came named that way--we bought her in 2008, at Cannor Nursery, on Chilliwack Central, after my sister, Erica, died of breast cancer at the age of 65. To her I added my mom, who died of Lymphoma in 1975, in Buenos Aires, Argentina, while visiting my brother, Juan. She too was 65...As you have guessed, I do not like the number 65!

Bending toward the pond is the Weeping Cypress Tree that Peter’s siblings gave us in remembrance of Erica. 
        Alex and Martha chose a very appropriate tree at Minter Country Gardens, in Chilliwack.


...Today, I too feel like that weeping tree. The thoughts that chased around my head as Peter and I sat in the doctor’s office: Another x-ray...?; Will I have to have my lung drained...?; Will I have to stay in the hospital?   

 • Monday, June 24--After seeing Dr. Connors, I did have to have an x-ray, and in less than an hour they had the results. It showed that there was fluid buildup around my right lung--same as last June--and the reason for all the pain I have been experiencing these last few days. And so, my second round of Bendamustin and GA-101 is postponed till next week...? Did he say that a CT scan might be helpful to see what’s going on in there? Tomorrow morning we will hear from the doctor. 

• Tuesday, June 25--And now it’s today. And so we wait, and wait...and wait...for the phone to ring...

  We just got a phone call from Dr. Connors. He and the radiologist compared the x-ray with my last CT scan and they came to the conclusion that the pain I am feeling is a “healing” response to the chemo treatment; things are shrinking. So tomorrow and the next day we will go ahead with chemo. That’s all very good news, and all I have to do is take Advil for the pain to get the inflammation down.

• Wednesday, June 26--9:30 a.m. to 3:30 p.m.--chemo.
• Thursday, June 26--9:00 a.m. to 10:15 a.m.--chemo

  In the mean time we are in Douglas Lodge B&B, on 13th and Cambie. It’s nothing to “write home about,” but it’s a five minute walk  to the Vancouver hospital when I'm feeling well and it took longer, when my side was hurting.
I am sitting in a brown wicker chair, the computer on the other, and Peter is lying on the bed--propped up by four fluffy white pillows--eating nuts and reading the latest Mennonite.

But let’s forget about today and continue on our path. The first pond that “Peter built,” is to the left. The water-fall flows from a large, flat, horizontal gray rock, into the pond, close to where the white water lilies float and are in full bloom right now. This pond is much smaller but also much deeper. No raccoons dare come here, although in the past, we have seen the “shy,” long-legged heron standing right next to the pond. Wow...! What majestic lift off! Their wing span must be six feet wide, or more. 


A couple of rocky steps up and past the French bistro 
table--which we haven’t used at all this year because, first of all, we really haven’t had that much sun, and secondly, if you are on chemo, you’re supposed to stay out of the sun--and right behind are the metal sculptures that we bought and brought home in the trunk of our car a number of years ago, all the way from Altona, Manitoba, designed by our friend and artist Ken Loewen. 



And...onto the deck. Here, where we can sit on my cushiony swing and take it all in. We’ll rock a bit and enjoy the warmth of friendship, and if we’re lucky, of sunshine as well. (Vancouver is cloudy and rainy, and I'm sure so is Rosedale).
From where we sit you’ll see hanging baskets spilling its colours in profusion...colours purple, pink and yellow--this years colour theme. 


  Sure, the deck needs painting, but today, if you are here, it’s far too nice a day for work. Relax and let’s enjoy a cup of coffee/tea. I still have some ginger cookies in the house or perhaps in the trailer...?

"Colour is all around us and things don’t always go the way    we want them to, but..."


"There are two ways to live: you can live as if nothing is a miracle; you can live as if everything is a miracle." Albert Einstein

                  

  How sweet is this! I took these photos in the spring on one of my PEDEGO trips along Bustin Rd. Marg Bartel's comment: "You must have been thinking about me, because those donkeys belong on our old farm on Bustin Road." Thanks, Marg, I made the correction.
PEDEGO is pronounced like the short e in elegant or hello.
Take good care and we/Peter will be planting some more flowers so you can walk through our garden from now on. I wonder how much I should charge...??? Coffee is included, of course! Just kidding, about the charge!!!

Hilda

PS--What we have feared has come true: Minter Gardens is CLOSING ): This from Andrea: 
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Chilliwack’s Minter Gardens set to close in face of falling revenues and increasing rain www.theprovince.comAfter 33 years of welcoming garden lovers, the Minter Gardens is preparing to shut its gates. “Minter Gardens has been a huge part of our lives,” said Brian Minter, the face of the Chilliwack show gardens, who co-owns the property with his wife Faye.

If you would like to leave me a message, just press ANONYMOUS or send me an e-mail, like a number of you have done. Thanks.

And now, back to my book: Paris, by E. Rutherfurd. I did an update in my Book List blog--on the right hand side. 

And if you took the time to read all this, you will need a rest as well.

Love to you,
Hilda






Tuesday, June 18, 2013

Silent Protest in Turkey

The Power of Silence...                   Tuesday, June 18, 2013

I wasn't going to blog again this soon; thought you might need a break from me. But this morning, before going in for my blood test--if it's not the nurses it's the mosquitos who are after me. Unbelievable, even they want my chemo blood!--I sat down to listen to CBC news, and the first thing that came on was news about Turkey, and since a number of you have been asking about our son, Michael and his wonderful friend Işil (Ishil), I thought I'd let you know that they are doing fine. They are coming home July 16 and staying for one month. For those of you who don't know, they live in Gaziantep, Turkey, where they teach English. When I heard about "Standing Quiet," I was moved to tears. This guy even looks like Michael! 


Erdem Gunduz reportedly began his silent protest (CBC news)
Michael sent me his friend's blog in Turkey:  timeline

We need to find God, and he cannot be found in noise and restlessness. God is the friend of silence. See how nature--trees, flowers, grass--grows in silence; see the stars, the moon and the sun, how they move in silence...We need silence to be able to touch souls.
Mother Teresa 


Wishing you a safe and happy day,

Hilda

I will leave you with some photos I took of Michael and Işıl (Ishil), in Prague--June 2010.


 No, I didn't take this one. This must be in Gaziantep.
 Prague
 
 Prague
 And in BC, 2012





Sunday, June 16, 2013

Happy Father's Day!

  Johann Jacob Janzen                        Sunday, June 16, 2013

“Oh my Papa” is a song I learned in German as a child in Argentina. I will leave you with one German and two English versions:

LILLI PALMER - OH MEIN PAPA 1954 - YouTube
Eddie Fisher - Oh My Papa [1954] - YouTube 

I don’t remember much about my Papa, since I was only five at the time of his untimely death. But, what I do remember is his love and kindness toward me.

He left behind--in me--the love for people, music, art, writing, and...Oh, yes, I must not forget cycling and traveling. 

The other thing that he left for me and have appreciated--more so, in the last few years--was the German journal he wrote about a year before his death. What a gift to leave behind for your children!

A couple of years ago I translated his journal into English. And once that was done, I got involved in genealogy (thanks, Tim Janzen), and then came my own “health issue,” and then, and then...

I have procrastinated long enough, and now that I understand how to lock in place on my computer (thanks Louise Bergen Price for the hint) photographs from a large maroon rectangular family photo album, I am moving forward again. 

But, perhaps, deep inside, there is that fear that once I am done with the journal, so will the relationship that I had with him and his friends. It’s as if they came to life. 

My next step is to find a map of the world and trace on it his escape from Russia into China and his move from Paraguay to Argentina.

My father acquired his accounting diploma in Russia, but most of his life he was a roof builder. Our next door neighbour, Hans Kaethler, was his business partner. For my friends in Altona, this was Maryanne Kaethler Brown’s uncle. There must have been a Maryanne in the family because Hans Kaethler named his oldest daughter Maryanne as well.



















• My father, Johann Jacob Janzen.
• Family photo album. I am so thankful that he took the time to label most of the photographs. 
• The little red book is sitting at home in a bookshelf. It is an English/German dictionary that I have treasured all my life because I remember my father sitting at the dining-room table learning English words and teaching me 1-10 in English. 
• The letter was the last one he wrote to his brother Cornelius, who six years after my father’s death, became my step-father. 
I must say, my father had incredibly nice penmanship--lots of flair. 

By now you probably want to know what went wrong. Life should not end at  44. 

It happened on a Sunday. My father decided it was time to visit friends--he was a “social butterfly.” He loved people, parties and joking around. Had he not been feeling well...? Did he have a premonition? Or, was it because a few weeks before this day, gypsies, with wavy long black hair and flowing colourful long skirts, had come around. And having taken his hand, had predicted that he was going on a very long journey...Which was all true. We were getting ready to move to Canada. Or, perhaps it was the owl perched on the roof of our house that kept hooting night after night “calling his name.” He had said, “I need to get rid of that owl!”

And so it was that the four of us--my parents, Erica and I--got into our gray VW bug, and headed out to the country-side.  
After a long day and a number of hellos and goodbyes, hugs and kisses, and who know how many yerba mate rounds, we headed back home. 

I remember standing behind him on the back seat of the car. He reached back, pulled me forward, and gave me a kiss on the cheek. 

Isn’t it wonderful that some things are engraved in our memory?

“The good ones we want to keep and the bad ones we want to have learned from.”

But that evening, something went terribly wrong. Juan, Erica, and I were told to stay in the kitchen, but curiosity got the best of me and as I stood in the darkened hallway, and with my parents door not quite closed, I heard my father’s painful last word: “Katja.” 

There must have been other words, but “Katja,” my mother’s name, is all I remember.  A blood clot from his leg had lodged itself in his lung (Pulmonary Embolism), and he was gone.

What comes to mind today is:

“He didn’t live a long life, but he lived it to the full.” 

May this day be a  Happy Father’s Day celebration for you as you focus on the good memories.

Hilda

Wednesday, June 12, 2013

Book List

Good-morning! Thought I would share with you the book I am reading on my SONY Reader--and the Mountains Echoed. It's a good read. Thanks, Andrea, for the "mother's day" gift certificate on my Reader. I have also enjoyed Khaled Hosseini's other book: The Kite Runner. The movie was good too.



The Reader makes turning pages a breeze when you're having chemo; only one hand functions during treatment--the other one is all hooked up.

Have a nice day,
Hilda



This is another good read especially if you've been to Paris, if you want to learn about Paris, if you are planning on going to Paris, or, if you just want to dream about being in Paris. I am thoroughly enjoying the book, as I have Edward Rutherfurd's other books: London, Russka, and Sarum. But let me warn you, they are looong books. Paris is 707 pages long! And I am on page 70...
Peter and I have been to the "city of lights" twice; I often dream of Paree...

Read on...dream on...read on...
Hilda

Oh, hello...I'm adding two more books that I read in the spring: The Secret Keeper and The Forgotten Garden by the young Australian writer, Kate Morton. Both books have an element of surprise at the end which makes the books so interesting; so clever of her. 

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Life is full of surprises. Isn't it...?

Hilda

Friday, June 7, 2013

PEDEGOest I will go...and we got as far as Emory Creek Campground.                                           June 5-7, 2013

The Land Rover let us down! We were planning on going to Manning Park--for old time sake--but it was not to be.
We climbed and as we climbed the hills we kept our eyes on the temperature gauge because it too was climbing! “No, no, this does not look good! “ And the steeper hill was still before us...We found a resting spot, pulled over and waited until things cooled off. We turned around and drove into Emory Creek Campground instead of Manning Park.

We drove in thinking that we might be the only ones wanting to camp. Slowly we made our way through the park passing a number of diffent modes of camping: tents, trailers, class C and class A motorhomes. Towards evening we went for a little stroll and noticed that some “younger” people used their hatchback as sleeping quarters.
We do what we have to do...
#20 looked like the right spot for us; easy parking. 
The next morning, after having had a wonderful sleep and a good breakfast, we went for another walk with my camera around my neck, snapping here and there, up and down. 
And then we saw him sitting at his camping spot drinking his yerba mate. But we walked on having in mind to talk to him later to see if we could play the Menno game. No point in interrupting his "morning ritual."
We kept walking and I had to stop now and then for some more photos. Everything is so lush around here! 


We even spotted some wild flowers here and there.
Almost back "home" now...and as we turned the corner a camper was readying himself...sitting at his picnic table changing his shirt, his front facing the warm morning sun. Momentarily we looked away and to our surprise when we looked again the bare back now was sporting a black bra. 
Well, there you go..."Wild flowers" are everywhere...

Ahead of us and across the Fraser River the CP train is chugging it's way around the mountain side, heading west.

This recliner is way too comfortable! My pen has stopped writing. A couple of jerks later--as if my body needs to align itself and a sure sign that soon I'll be...Medach Schlop, here I come. 

 "Lustig ist das Zigeuenerleben" is the German folk song that comes to mind as we camp. 
I remember climbing trees as a youngster, way to the top and as far as I thought it safe, and then swinging back and forth, back and forth...until I had another crazy idea. I had no fear of heights.
Lovely trees...
...reaching for the sky.



 A bird nest among the wild Boxwood and wild Oregon Grape
 Peter reading the Canadian Mennonite...Oh, boy, what's that thing coming out of his mouth!?
 Tiny little mushrooms...and it looks like we are going home. Peter's dad (100) was admitted into the hospital at 4 am this morning. They checked him over and ALL was okay with him. He went home at noon.
Climbing Hydrangea in our back yard...
...and look what's in our front yard...
 ...Well, that's what you get! You will be replaced by something that can pull the trailer up those hills!

Make changes if you have to...

Hilda




Monday, June 3, 2013

Minter Gardens

PEDEGOest I will go...but this is way too close to home! Not much of a ride, I would say...

I see a break in the weather--the sun is shining!  So off we go; there is no stopping us now and I must cycle when I feel strong! 

Turning right on Yale Rd. E., continuing on to Bunker Rd., and only 1.1 km. from home, we are blessed with this beautiful 32-Acre world class show garden. 


...Minter Gardens, here we come!     Wed., May 22, 2013







So...here are!
 Even an American flag for our friends south of us... 
I see a lot of greens. Come summer, the garden will burst with colour.
Happy birthday, Isil! Looking forward to seeing you!
I would like to think that these two have been friends forever...

And who does not like flowers...we are all for colour, shape and fragrance. So uplifting; a symbol of love...and more.
California Poppies
                                  Rhododendrons 

Ohhhh, come, come, come, come...
My thoughts the night before: Peter and I have walked along these winding pathways many times, but I have never cycled through them. I presume this is allowed...I guess, this is one of those times when “ignorance is bliss.”  Or, how about this one: "If you obey all the rules, you'll miss all the fun." Katherine Hepburn. 
Well, no such luck...
I was asked, “But you wouldn’t be riding your bike, would you?” “No, certainly not,” was all I could say.
So I locked my bike securely onto a bench, and went for a walk instead. 
Belated birthday wishes, Kurt...! “Somebody” told me that this is your fav.

Happy Birthday, to my cousin Susi, from Maine. This one is for you...
This gecko reminds me of Palm Springs...
No, it’s not his birthday! At least I don't think so.
Home again and a touch of Minter Gardens right here.

"I dream of...
Flowers singing love songs, dressed in gorgeous velvet gowns: in hues of pinks and yellows, blues and purples, reds and whites.
Gentle brush strokes orchestrated, add a touch of blush.
I dream of...
Flowers joining hands in friendship..."HG

“Friendship is like a flower that is always in bloom.” Anon 
           
Meet you at Minter Gardens...
Hilda